A thing or two about 2010...!

so i'm writing again because this is supposed to be the first post of the year 2011 and prominently because my brother reminded me that i used to have a running blog once. So here i go one more time and this time 100% alcohol free ..

so the year just went by like any other year...and i don't know if there is something out of the ordinary about it that i should write here, but i'll figure out as i make my way through the blog, so this my friends is 100% spontaneous...

well to say the least, the year 2010 has really been an year of enlightment for me, and when i say "enlightment" i dont mean that i know my purpose of life and all that sort of b.s ...enlightment here means a sense of knowing how people are, and how you ought to be in this world, how what goes around comes back around and most importantly your mom is always right...ALWAYS....!

well i wont discuss about anyone in specific because that would be too "cheap" on my part...but anyways people who know me better would be able to figure out my shit one way or another ...

to start with the year that went by has brought in front the faces of many of my friends...while some of them proved to be brothers, great friends and good friends, the others just proved what they really are and how in seconds they would forget everything that you ever did for them and switch sides just like that....and how these "friends" fake their gratitude and then use you to an extent that you almost start feeling that you are wanted and then they go ahead stab a couple of forks on your back and then act like nothing ever happened and it was all your screw up at the first place...

well to all those people who were true to the trust i bestowed on them; i might fool around with everyone of you but truly and sincerely i respect you all from the bottom of my heart for being so nice to me...wherever you are and wherever you might go and whatever shit you are in and no matter how deep you're stuck, remember that the time isn't static, you all are good people and good things would always come to you...! well the timing might suck sometimes but it would make sense eventually when everything fits in...!

and for those who fall in the other classification, i dont have much to say but just remember that i would keep in mind how i was treated, i would keep in mind how many times you stabbed my back and i wont ever forget what you did to me...nor would "your" beloved almighty who sees all ...!

since being just and fair is what i do best , i wont spare myself the liberty of not discussing some of my cons over the last year here...

well to start with, for a major part of 2010 i was a pessimist, i worried too much, i cared less about people who cared about me and i even took them for granted at times, broke a heart which i'm still trying to make whole again, put myself on the line for people who dint deserve it, and treated people who loved me like dirt...

i know a sorry isn't good enough but i really realize what all i did was wrong, because it all has came back to me and i have learnt my lesson...one thing i'm still not, is a perfect 10 ...but many thanks for having put with all my nonsense stuff all this time you guys are the best...and i wont forget you ever...!

in many ways i am thankful for all the things that happened to me in 2010 good or bad, while good things boosted my morale , the bad things made me a stronger and wiser person individually, and one thing that i've learnt is that time goes by really fast and it doesnt really care if you want it to stop and listen to all your bickering complaints about life... one way or another, you have move on ...!

well finally , to put a stop to your reading disaster i would just like state "whatever you decide to be in life, its imperative that you are a good human being first..!" or like i always say ..."be good ;)"